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22nd-Apr-2010 03:11 pm(no subject)
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Enneagram Test Results
Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||| 42%
Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Type 3 Image Focus |||||||||||||||| 62%
Type 4 Hypersensitivity |||||| 22%
Type 5 Detachment |||||||||| 34%
Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||| 38%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||| 30%
Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Your main type is 2
Your variant is sexual
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21st-Nov-2009 06:44 pm(no subject)
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Dreams have only one owner at a time. That's why dreamers are lonely.
18th-Aug-2009 01:20 pm - Writer's Block: Thanks for the Input
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What is the worst piece of advice you've ever received?

HAVE ANOTHER DRINK!
21st-Apr-2009 10:28 pm(no subject)
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You're Sylvia Plath
As you drift from the bath.
I hand you a robe
And so it goes,
The moment'll pass.

You're Simone de Beauvoir
As you get out the car.
The way you read me,
No one can see me
Is you are.

And these photographs keep me alive.


Babe, here's your song.
Babe, it took too long
To find in your eyes
My best surprise.

You're Nina Simone
When you talk on the phone.
You sing to me
And I'm truly
No longer alone.

You're Mary Cassatt
When people tell you you're not.
You're like a child.
All the while
I need you a lot.

And these photographs keep me alive.


And I wanna know what you know
And I wanna go where you go
These things remind me of
These things remind me of
These things remind me of you.
2nd-Apr-2009 06:29 am(no subject)
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I am exhausted



and I am starting to not look like myself:
ex a.
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24th-Mar-2009 01:37 am(no subject)
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Time amazes me. I never really pay much attention to the passing of it, but now, looking back, where the hell have the past five years gone?

This is something no one really knows about me. apart from family, my 4 good friends are the only people who know this.


Five years ago they told me that I was probably going to die of cancer.

I was thirteen and scared and every doctor i went to kept giving me shitty news. I started to get wig catalogs in the mail, and my dad would call the cancer hospital and yell at them because he didn't know who to be angrier at; the cells in my body that betrayed me, or the doctors who thought they couldn't do anything to save me.


I was thirteen when they told me that i could or could not be dead in a year and they weren't certain what was going to happen.


that was back when I got x rays every month to see how much bone was being demolished in my femur, how much time we had left to dick around before doing something about it. I got tired of waiting and thought i was dying, and everyone who was there saying they wanted to help me couldn't.


some man died and left his bones to Yale so that they could fix me, and they did. today I have a metal rod, 17 screws, 2 plates and the bone matter of a man whom i never met in my leg.

surgery was successful, but my future was still uncertain. a month after, the lab in New Haven finally called me about my bones.

I recuperated for a year, learning to stand and walk and run again.


do you want to know the irony of it all?

I am not dying , i never was.
23rd-Mar-2009 01:12 am - 11 movies
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my paper is finished, but ow i can't sleep :(



so here are some of my favorite movies:

Que Tan Lejos
This was filmed in 3 of the cities i have lived in. I can see my house in one of the scenes :)


love in the time of cholera



City of God


Diarios de Motocicleta


la misma luna



Voces Inocentes


Requiem for a dream


Children of heaven



into the wild ( i really would like to do this)




The science of sleep


500 days of summer
23rd-Mar-2009 12:24 am(no subject)
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I need to focus! instead, here are some things i want in my life asap

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i forget how to lj cut so bite me ^.^
16th-Mar-2009 11:40 pm(no subject)
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I'm losing my fluency and this pisses me offfff



i worked for 3 years to become fluent in this goddamn language, and i can't lose it just because i've been away for a couple months!


so, in an effort to retain my knowledge, i am going to translate this lovely song:

Y es así,
como ayer decías que iba a ser,
la vida es tan simple ahora sin tenerte.
{And it's like this,
Like you siad it would be yesterday,
lif is so simple now, without having you.}


Y sigo así,
palabras que me desnudan,
me envuelven tanto las dudas,
la historia siempre continua.
{and it continues this way,
words that strip me,
They wrap me in the doubts,
but the history always continues on}


Y no puedo dejarte de amar,
no puedo dejar de esperar,
no puedo perderte al final,
y no te puedo olvidar,
no sé luchar si no estas...

{I cannot not let you go my love,
I cannot let go of my hope,
I cannot lose you at the finish line,
I cannot forget about you,
I cannot fight if you are not here}

Y es así,
yo ya no creo en milagros,
si tú no estas a mi lado,
soy un velero en el mar del pasado.
{ and its like this,
I do not believe in miracles,
IF you are not by my side,
I am but a sailboat in the sea of the past.}

Y sigo así,
un soñador sin noches,
un alma sin destino,
que paga por sus errores.
{and it continues this way,
a dreamer without night,
a soul without destiny,
we must pay for our mistakes.}

Y no puedo dejarte de amar,
no puedo dejar de esperar,
no puedo perderte al final,
y no te puedo olvidar,
no sé vivir si no estas...

{I cannot not let you go my love,
I cannot let go of my hope,
I cannot lose you at the finish line,
I cannot forget about you,
I cannot fight if you are not here}

contigo aquí,
el mundo me abre sus brazos,
el tiempo gira despacio,
soy el guardian del calor de tus labios.

{when you're here with me,
the world opens its arms to me,
time turns slowly,
and I am the guardian of the heat of your lips}


Si vuelvo a ti,
seré quien guie tu norte,
el faro de tus sentidos,
que te querrá para siempre.
{If i returned to you,
I could be your guide to the north,
the lighthouse of your senses,
I would hope you would stay forever}


Y no puedo dejarte de amar,
no puedo dejar de esperar,
no quiero perderte al final,
y no te puedo olvidar,
no sé luchar si no estás.

{I cannot not let you go my love,
I cannot let go of my hope,
I cannot lose you at the finish line,
I cannot forget about you,
I cannot fight if you are not here}









awwwwww
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