HAVE ANOTHER DRINK!

Its 4 am, i'm writing a letter and watching a Moesha episode which aired in '97. I need a life.

POSC 105- International relations
ECON 102- topics/ hunger excess
ENGL 150- children of war
ANTH 137- Africa our home
ENGL 190H Intro Lit & Crit: Making it new



Humanitiesv
ENGL 213: Intro to creatice writing
SPAN 102:Intro to Spanihs II
RELS 106: World religions
ART 271: Ceramics I/ Handbuilding


Social Science

SOCI 105: Introduction to Sociology
HIST 202: Modern Latin America
ANTH 105: Intro to Anthropology
HIST 162: Human Civ and Natural World
POSC 105: International Relations


Sciences
BIOL 206: Human A+PI
CHEM 102: Chem Today's soc
BIOL 101: Biol in prac/ plants and people
MATH 108: statistics


Interdisciplinary
INTR 166: Intro to Women's Studies


Phys Ed and Skill
PHED 123: Ballroom Dance

You're Sylvia Plath
As you drift from the bath.
I hand you a robe
And so it goes,
The moment'll pass.

You're Simone de Beauvoir
As you get out the car.
The way you read me,
No one can see me
Is you are.

And these photographs keep me alive.


Babe, here's your song.
Babe, it took too long
To find in your eyes
My best surprise.

You're Nina Simone
When you talk on the phone.
You sing to me
And I'm truly
No longer alone.

You're Mary Cassatt
When people tell you you're not.
You're like a child.
All the while
I need you a lot.

And these photographs keep me alive.


And I wanna know what you know
And I wanna go where you go
These things remind me of
These things remind me of
These things remind me of you.

I am exhausted



and I am starting to not look like myself:
ex a.



i have a 11:30 early dismissal today then I go to college tomorrow!

woooooooo

i'm dull

Time amazes me. I never really pay much attention to the passing of it, but now, looking back, where the hell have the past five years gone?

This is something no one really knows about me. apart from family, my 4 good friends are the only people who know this.


Five years ago they told me that I was probably going to die of cancer.

I was thirteen and scared and every doctor i went to kept giving me shitty news. I started to get wig catalogs in the mail, and my dad would call the cancer hospital and yell at them because he didn't know who to be angrier at; the cells in my body that betrayed me, or the doctors who thought they couldn't do anything to save me.


I was thirteen when they told me that i could or could not be dead in a year and they weren't certain what was going to happen.


that was back when I got x rays every month to see how much bone was being demolished in my femur, how much time we had left to dick around before doing something about it. I got tired of waiting and thought i was dying, and everyone who was there saying they wanted to help me couldn't.


some man died and left his bones to Yale so that they could fix me, and they did. today I have a metal rod, 17 screws, 2 plates and the bone matter of a man whom i never met in my leg.

surgery was successful, but my future was still uncertain. a month after, the lab in New Haven finally called me about my bones.

I recuperated for a year, learning to stand and walk and run again.


do you want to know the irony of it all?

I am not dying , i never was.

my paper is finished, but ow i can't sleep :(



so here are some of my favorite movies:

Que Tan Lejos
This was filmed in 3 of the cities i have lived in. I can see my house in one of the scenes :)


love in the time of cholera



City of God


Diarios de Motocicleta


la misma luna



Voces Inocentes


Requiem for a dream


Children of heaven



into the wild ( i really would like to do this)




The science of sleep


500 days of summer

I'm tired.



I decided to modify my likes because they've been the same since i was an angsty emo fourteen year old.


I still have not finished my english paper

...




I need to focus! instead here are some things i want in my life asap



So instead of writing, i did the math and figured out that even if i do no more work for the rest of the year, i can still go to school on scholarship........so why bother working? hahah this is badddddddd

i forget how to lj cut so bite me ^.^